Paris Hilton reveals sex tape experience gave her PTSD

American media personality Paris Hilton opened up about her infamous sex tape in a chat shot and revealed that the aftermath of the video has left her with PTSD Post Traumatic Stress DisorderAccording to Page Six the socialite and former reality star said during a Vanity Fair Cocktail Hour Live chat on Thursday That will always be something that will hurt me for the rest of my lifeIts always there in the back of my mind When it happened people were so mean about it to me The way that I was spoken about on nightly talk shows and the media to see things with my family was just heartbreaking I would be in tears every single day I didnt want to leave my house I felt like my life was overPage Six reported that the tape was released by Hiltons exboyfriend poker player Rick Salomon in 2004Titled 1 Night in Paris it showed footage of the pair having sex in 2001 and it caused a media sensation The 40yearold star burst into tears and had to hold back on the chat as she recalled the experience this weekThe socialite said It was a private experience between two people You love someone you trust someone and to have your trust betrayed like that and for the whole world to be watching and laughing It was even more hurtful to me to have these people think that I did this on purpose that killed me It still gives me posttraumatic stress disorder to talk about itShe continued I had always looked up to these amazing women like Princess Diana and I just felt like when he did that to me he took that all away from me and people would never look at me the sameHilton who turned 40 this year recently announced that she is engaged to her boyfriend Carter Reum She is eager to have babies and has talked previously about undergoing IVF treatmentsThe Vanity Fair Cocktail Hour Live was a virtual preOscars charity event that raised funds for the Motion Picture amp Television Funds COVID19 relief effortsThis story has been sourced from a third party syndicated feed agencies Midday accepts no responsibility or liability for its dependability trustworthiness reliability and data of the text Midday managementmiddaycom reserves the sole right to alter delete or remove without notice the content in its absolute discretion for any reason whatsoever